AS A DAMN JOKE!!

I dont know how I got back here. After i clawed my way back to good credit, i find my self once again tithering at the brink of disaster. I make stupid choices, i wont even go into what I did for the love of a man. But I tell you what, Im gonna do what I have to in order to get back to where I was before I met him.

Dis Mofo!!!!

I dont get it! Maybe its just my luck or maybe just my attitude towards these things, but I seem to always end up with dealing with jerks!! The latest being this dude that I have been hanging out with who was all hot and heavy and now is slowly falling off the face of the planet and blowing smoke up my rear!!! DA NERVE. I mean really if you get tired of a person or just want to stop seeing them just say so. Since Im not stupid, I get the message but would have just appreciated hearing it. Everytime I tell myself that Im going to just swear them off all together and the first man after to compliment me gets me overheated, Im such a sucka..UGH!! New Year's resolution numero uno, get a spine and stop falling for losers!!